Reverence [ii]: Camila + Cobain

[source][more chilean solidarity]

[source][more chilean solidarity]

[source][more chilean solidarity]

[source][more chilean solidarity]

*About REVERENCE: Posts labeled with reverence are photographs or images of people the resident of the carcosite admires like a fangurl. Entries such as this shall have no caption or labels, besides this caption that shall blankly describe what REVERENCE is. So blank that all you can do is wander via google about the featured entity and wonder. Well, this is, simply, a facade for fangurling; and an attempt to pretend that the label REVERENCE means something. Yes, hollow words, I know. Good day. By the way, there is a good chance that I am preparing or planning some sort of (private) hagiography for revered entities featured herein.*

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PS. I wanted to explain, to put up some sorta disclaimer, but, no, I shall not.

SAMHAIN COUNTDOWN 05

succubus [i]

[kelangan nang hamunin ang sarili at magsimula ng countdown at magdrawing ulet. hindi. hindi x days before xmas. samhain. 02 [?] days na lang, samhain na. fuck this, i failed at my own challenge. fuck this procrastinating all the fucking time i'm fucking pissed.]

SAMHAIN COUNTDOWN 06

seahorse [i]

[kelangan nang hamunin ang sarili at magsimula ng countdown at magdrawing ulet. hindi. hindi x days before xmas. samhain. 02 [?] days na lang, samhain na. fuck this, i failed at my own challenge. fuck this procrastinating all the fucking time i'm fucking pissed.]

SAMHAIN COUNTDOWN 07

stallion [i]

[kelangan nang hamunin ang sarili at magsimula ng countdown at magdrawing ulet. hindi. hindi x days before xmas. samhain. 02 [?] days na lang, samhain na. fuck this, i failed at my own challenge. fuck this procrastinating all the fucking time i'm fucking pissed.]

SAMHAIN 08 + FREE PRESS

this is the last symphony entry for this samhain thing. and, let this last symphony post shamelessly plug a storm advisory. yes, that's what it is. a sort of a prose poetry thing. a storm advisory (dd/mm/yyyy) at the philippines free press. the site was down a couple of days ago, but now the storm advisory is [here]. and, [here] is an article in the UP newsletter about one of the actual storms--which is not storm enough compared with the FQS, of course, but still, a good agitating jumpstart: the University of the Philippines STRIKE versus education and basic social services.

symphony [vi]

[kelangan nang hamunin ang sarili at magsimula ng countdown at magdrawing ulet. hindi. hindi x days before xmas. samhain. 08 days na lang, samhain na. haha, naalala ko ang 1024. tas day of the baphomets. tas apocalypse. hindi yan random. lahat ng bagay e magkakaugnay.]

dalwalanghiyang shameless plugs, trumpetting, hooray, good day.

SAMHAIN COUNTDOWN 09

symphony [v]

[kelangan nang hamunin ang sarili at magsimula ng countdown at magdrawing ulet. hindi. hindi x days before xmas. samhain. 09 days na lang, samhain na. btw, kasalukuyang nilulusaw ng salimbayan ng 9th doctor at live performances ng the mars volta ang utak ko at sana makapagsulat pa ko neto mamaya! apir!]

something i think is unrelated but i think is beautiful:

something i think is unrelated and kind of wicked and wasak:

something i think is new and sweet and something for someone:

how beautiful esp after yesterday's insults and violence and callousness.

SAMHAIN COUNTDOWN 10

symphony [iv]

[kelangan nang hamunin ang sarili at magsimula ng countdown at magdrawing ulet. hindi. hindi x days before xmas. samhain. 10 days na lang, samhain na.]

shit, wasak, bat ngayon ko lang nakita tong black fire upon us!?

at, andami pa palang "official vids"?! for newly grads:

SAMHAIN COUNTDOWN 11

symphony [iii]

[kelangan nang hamunin ang sarili at magsimula ng countdown at magdrawing ulet. hindi. hindi x days before xmas. samhain. 11 days na lang, samhain na.]

SAMHAIN COUNTDOWN 12

symphony [ii]

[kelangan nang hamunin ang sarili at magsimula ng countdown at magdrawing ulet. hindi. hindi x days before xmas. samhain. 12 days na lang, samhain na.]

SAMHAIN COUNTDOWN 13

symphony [i]

[kelangan nang hamunin ang sarili at magsimula ng countdown at magdrawing ulet. hindi. hindi x days before xmas. samhain. 13 days na lang, samhain na.]

the previous days have been a motherfucker in their own little ways. however, those same days have their sweet ways of making up to screwing me over. yesterday, was no internet connection day. which turned out fine and productive as i already have entries for this countdown til the week ends. and today, i start the symphony series and temporarily end zdzislawing.

here's another happy thing---despite those cold shoulders that i believed and thought were shrugging me off like i'm some sort of a contagious std and this fucking up of gehenna, my laptop, which is being a whore at this very moment, the screen freezing like shit and system lagging like fuck, at least---the carcosite went beyond 5 thousand hits. (kinginang despite yan. simply put: i felt alone. yak.)

it hasn't even been a year and samhain is just around the corner. superficial as it may seem, i am glad as well because blog stats indicate that some sort of entity googled me and the shit i've translated. that, say, generosity to some extent neutralized, not the people i hate, but my self-loathing that devours me, with, of course, my permission. at least someone seeks me, after all. whoever the devil that is (or perhaps a legion comprising one or more entities?), thank you. i sound like a douche right now, right? apologies. i just felt, kind of, overwhelmed. anyway,

this 13th is sweet. i think that shall be all. i've left nothing unsaid for now i suppose (yet a lot left undone. sigh.). thank you for dropping by. (ay, sinecondthought ako, di kaya intel o something yung nagugoogle at nag-loiter sa aking blog? kunsakali ngang naniktik lang siya o sila, sana nakapulutan nyang aral!)